The human scheme

I am always happy to see you my darling,
But sometimes it’s hard to put up a smile.
I try hard to have faith, but my state is fragile.
I wish I could describe to you how I am feeling,

Words aren’t always the best to be able to express,
Such delicate and complex state of affaire.
I wish I could stop worrying and finally rest
But somehow, I keep thinking this isn’t truth or dare

Tell me, is that what life is all about, really?

Because deep in my soul I feel so, so weary.
And I’m craving and dying for more authenticity.
I’m somehow so nostalgic of a symbiotic harmony.

My heart, body and soul are begging and waiting,

To see the sun rising and lighten up the horizon,
For I can no longer stand that grey scale of delusion,
For I can no longer suffer this human scale scheming